Hard

I watched He's just not that into you 2 months ago I think.
With Aaina, we went to Mid Val on Friday night.
Usually , Friday night memang malam untuk aku berjimba-jimba sebab esoknya cuti kan..
Tak kisah la , tengok muvie ke, karok ke..yg penting Jumaat malam haruslah aku berjimba-jimba bersama teman-teman yang ada.
Before that we watched Confession Of Shopaholic. I watched it twice okek! Haha. Sangat terkesima dengan hero dia yang messy but handsome and charismatic.
Yang paling hampeh malam tu bila aku mengantuk sangat masa tengok He's just not that into u.
Bukan sebab tak best tapi posisi kedudukan yang tak menarik, ditambah dengan tengok midnight. Huh! SUre la lena dibuai mimpi. Katanya aku kan tidur jam 11 malam. Hihi. Well, saja nak kongsi something from the movie, which I get from the intenet.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up:
if a guy punches you, he likes you,
never try to trim your own bangs,
and someday you will meet a wonderful guy
and get your very own happy ending.

Every movie we see,
every story we're told.. implores us to wait for it.
The third act twist:
the unexpected declaration of love,
the exception to the rule.

But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending
We dont learn how to read the signs:
how to tell the ones who want us, from the ones who dont
the ones who will stay, from the ones who will leave.

And maybe this happy ending doesn't include a wonderful guy.
Maybe it's.. YOU, on your own..
picking up the pieces and starting over,
freeing yourself up for something better in the future.
Maybe the happy ending is just.. MOVING ON.

Or maybe the happy ending is this:
Knowing that..
through all the unreturned phone calls and broken hearts
through all the blunders and misread signals
through all of the pain and embarrassment;
you never, ever gave up hope.

Well, it is really hard to tell si dia that saya sukakan awak.
And the hardest thing is to read between the lines..huhu.
K, la..pen off. Ku mahu tidor, esok ada Merisik Day...tapi bukan aku..my sister :p